I cannot believe that I feel so sad over life, it's just been so overwhelming for me recently that I am losing all hope- not as in finishing myself but in finding a partner for myself, and I also have stopped believing in it too.
Sad that I am living in a part of world where happiness counts as earning money or having riches and how much wealth one has. No one cares anymore if I am gay or why am I single or anything of that matter.
Someone asked me why wasn't I married and I said it was a preference, and that person was so open in asking me if I had any problem healthwise [meaning if I was impotent] and I just said NO, it was just a preference. What can I say?
Sometimes I feel, I should have been born a straight man so that I would not have gone through so much emotional sadness and also all this about having a partner.... what a life...!