Back....

Here I am after a long and hard earned session on what life is all about. I think I have chased my demons [well have them in control] although Mr. Loneliness and his friend the weird Miser Depression still haunt me at times and try to get me into their life, but I resist and have come to accept my faults and knowing that there are things in life that I cannot get but if I cannot get them, it does not mean I cannot give to others, and thats what I have decided on giving, that is through friendship and relationship I can give love and let people know what I am all about.
I know and understand that all through my ups and downs, my friends have supported me and for those of you who know who you are and have stood by me on my times of need,[emotionally and well physically] I am glad that I had you near me.
I also have accepted that in life I may never find the one true person who loves me or the one I truly love. Hard and harsh as it may seem, it not so bad when I have you folks around me.
I will keep you posted on my doings and wrong doings, and for all of you who know me on what i am and have accepted me for what I am, I thank you all.
I also want to let you know that I suffer from low self esteem and no matter how you praise me or how much you care, I will always feel way beneath then what I am, and I am being honest here. I now how much such a thing can bring a person down but then at least i have accepted and am learning to cope with it.
bless you friends.... and Big Hugs
Last week I was in Dar and I went to relax, and brought the new Harry Potter book and a few more, so at least i have reading material now.
Please be sure to let me know on your comments.