I was probably 4-5 and was in the neighbors house, a couple of houses down the street and as we were playing in my friends brother's room, my friend was called by her mom and I was left alone playing on the mattresses in the elder brother's room. Suddenly after a few mins, this brother walks in with a towel round his waist and just out from the shower, and wet and his body was great to look at and he probably was 16-18 at that point and handsome with a beard and long hair [70's style hair read:Bee Gees]. Anyway, he started to talk to me and make small talk, and then he suddenly tells me that I should show him my dick,???? Come on, I was 5 at that age and what did I know about my sexuality? Nothing and so I felt uncomfortable and so I refused and then he said he would show me his first and then I could show him mine... well that would have scarred my mind if had seen his large dick which was bulging slowly I bet, but I just told him I didn't want to and ran out of the room complaining to his parents and they just laughed told him off and told me to go home and say nothing. I felt that it was wrong at that point and time.
Now I don't know whether this guy was trying to abuse me and try to molest me at that age or was he turning into pedophile, I have no idea. I have not heard from him since the late 70's.
Coming to think of it, if I would have been older then it sure would have been the case of who was using whom. And by the way, his sister turned out to be a lesbian.... what a world and what a thing to be able to see that something like that happened and I told no one?
Hard to know what I was going through at that time but still I cannot shake the feeling of what would have happened if I did what he told me to do.... HUH!!!!!
Below is a picture of how old I was at that time... around that age I think....
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